Night Cap
A longing inside to see your face, a longing inside to walk your pace. To be whole again with you by my side, is once again the quiver I feel inside. You’re words, as sweet as honey- raw nectar of the most vibrant flower is what you are to me. Brilliant as the first true thought, I can only begin to fall into your Plato arms.
Dilemma
How do I know that this is what I really want? Everything was a whorl wind taking me by surprise. But now, now that the wind has calmed, I find myself lost and confused. Not sure where I am, not sure who I am. I know who I want to be in the long run, but I’m just not ready for that marathon. As time goes by the doubts strengthen, but hope does not. What am I to do, when I’m still in love with you? Not ready to let go but not ready to go far. I’m stuck in a purgatory trying to hold on to who I was, who I am, and who I want to be. What am I to do, when all I want is to keep you? To run and play, yet read novels and sip tea. The two worlds don’t mix, a civil war within a vessel. What am I to do? I can’t be near you, but I can’t be away.
Source: jodysummers
Sometimes Love can sweep you off your feet like a passionate whorl wind. The hard part is keeping the passion flowing without the help of the wind…
The Hunt
Is there peace out there? Peace for a steady mind. Is there someone who can turn off my thoughts, make me as calm as a summer’s breeze? Sometimes I can’t help but wonder…what have I gotten myself into.
Sensible
Since middle school I have been 5’7.5 and 135-145 pounds. Somehow just within the last year of my life I’ve managed to gain almost 40 pounds seemingly in the blink of an eye. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not obese or fat even. Just teetering between “a lil thick” and chubby. How did I get here? Did that last slice of pizza really matter? Did eating ice cream for like a week straight damage me this much? Did I give in to too many milkshake cravings? All of these are questions I asked myself, when really I already knew the answer. YES, YES, YES! Yes to everything. I did this to myself! Maybe I thought that I was invisible, impervious to fat girl syndrome. But I’m not, I’m just like them. Then again there’s on difference between me and them, I’m gonna do something about it. No longer will I be a slave to my cravings or my eyes for that matter. When you have will and time management skills, you will achieve your goal. Go to sleep early, eat a healthy breakfast, substitute a fruit bowl for that ice cream. Remember it’s all in your head and it can be done. Work ethic is a must !
Questions cause issues…
THE FUNNY TRUTH
